Day 27 Today, it is actually the case that I feel unwell because I want to visit a girlfriend overnight, and now I’m panicking that you will have a lot of work left undone. I will most likely not be able to enjoy the stay at all and will only think about work. Therefore, for the next 2 months until the end of the challenge, I will not plan any further appointments and fully concentrate on the project.

Day 25 Today is a tedious day that drags on. It’s hard for me to believe that the first third of my challenge is slowly coming to an end. It is generally easier and easier for me to tell other people about this challenge, i.e. about my plan. Hopefully this means that it seems more and more real to myself. I’m glad that it’s soon the weekend, because I desperately need some rest in the form of a short change of scenery to get other thoughts and some new and inspiring images in my head.

Day 25 Yesterday was a hard day because I was so tired. I have already reported about that. I was proud that despite the malaise, I did my tasks. This morning, after 8 hours of sleep, I was fine again and felt like any other day. Of course, the voice…

Day 24 Usually, I go to bed no later than 10 PM and wake up at 6 AM. However, yesterday I went to bed at 1 AM because I wanted to finish something urgently. Unfortunately, I couldn’t complete it because I misjudged the time, so I went to bed frustrated. It took me a long time to fall asleep because I was so dissatisfied with myself. Since this morning, I’ve been feeling exhausted, as if a car ran over me. My body feels weak, I have difficulty concentrating, and I’ll be relieved when this day is over. It’s surprising how lacking sleep can have such an impact. Today, it’s particularly challenging for me to accomplish my daily to-dos. But it needs to be done, and I’m sure tomorrow will be easier!

Day 23 I am frustrated! Yesterday, I successfully completed the day — or so I thought. I was dealing with a new system and finished an initial task in the evening (the details of how, where, and what come later…). In any case, I even dreamt all night about how smoothly everything was going. This morning, when I wanted to check on it, nothing worked. Now I have to embark on the tedious search for errors and I’m annoyed that I can’t simply make something work correctly right away.

Day 22 Three weeks have passed. I still have a lot of work to do in my mind. It’s very difficult for me to deal with certain situations. When obstacles arise, I take them very personally and react emotionally. It doesn’t do me any good because those emotions directly affect…

Day 21 Almost three weeks have passed. I’m torn between saying a lot has changed within me and nothing has changed at all. The angel and the devil on my shoulders are fighting. The angel represents confidence and belief, while the devil represents my familiar thinking, trying to convince me not to even bother because it won’t make a difference. But I won’t allow that, because I’ve been suffering for too long and I care about myself too much. The guided meditation I listened to made me think deeply. Roughly and freely summarized, it tells me to completely change from the ground up if I want to achieve new results. Making small changes here and there to my behaviors won’t be enough. Now I’m contemplating how to accomplish that quickly and realistically.

Day 20 The 20th day has arrived. It’s amazing and scary how quickly time flies. Yesterday, I took half a day off. I expected that I wouldn’t enjoy it at all and would feel guilty and pressured to get back to my desk. But it wasn’t like that. I was able to clear my mind at least a little and enjoyed the free hours. Today, I will try to repeat that. I feel very tired and worn out right now. Internally, I have a deep desire to learn how to better sense the energy in my surroundings. It’s something that is required in my morning and evening meditations, and I notice that I’m currently struggling with it or not succeeding at all.

Day 19 How I make 1 million euros in 90 days by changing my mindset and my entire life Nowadays, I believe that the secret to success has many facets. …